Recovering

My friends laughed at me.They laughed at my stupidness that i became upset because of a girl,become dispaired just because of a girl who doesn't like me at all.

'Why are you so stupid that getting yourself into a girl that doesn't like you at all?''Don't give up just because of a fish,there are fish in the sea.''Find a new target la...'

Wake up myself.

I am doing my best to forget her.But it takes time for me to recover.

Recovering...and waking up...

Forget the past

One week vacation.Staying at home but doing nothing.

I cannot imagine how weird i am.I just got many things to do before the vacation.

Why did i do like that?Just to forget her.

I want to get myself into tonnes of work so that i won't have even a little time to recall her.

But what am i doing now?

My mind will fly to her when i am free.

Working,working and working...studying,studying and studying...Why do i need to suffer like that?

'You think about her all the time,but does she think about you even a minute?'

What should i do???

Rejected finally. It is in my expectation.

Confess without too much preparations and lack of understanding between us, are my causes of failure, i think.

Friends surrounding told me not to give up, but i made the mind to forget her.

Why?

There are too many 'why' in my mind recently.

Why i become sad because of her?

Why she doesn't accept me?

Destiny.

That is the answer. I admit it.

I love her very much. I admit.

I want her to live happily forever. I admit.

Therefore i give up. Maybe i am not her Mr right.

Hold her hands or give away...your true love or a wish.

Hope she can get her true love soon...